Saturday, April 30, 2005
ething is so f-up. f-up. and still f-up. we din get into finals. and i am to blame. i am to blame. it's like the saddest thing that can happen to us. we were sooo near onli. if onli we din lose to aj tt dae. if onli. realli. there is no turnin back. but all i can feel is that the wound is opening up again. and this time round. it hurts even more. the scar would be deeper. i can feel it's bleeding somewhere. the flow of blood cant stop. it hurts a great deal. and wad to do. no turning back. everyone is sooo upset by the loss. and i mean everyone. the SCs were there supporting. and there we were playing like sai. and i am realli very useless. alll i did was cry and cry and still cry. i was soooo scared and lost. like i realli duno wad to do. nothing could calm me down. and i could see failure coming. hais. duno larhhs. there is nothing we can doo alrd. we are jus not good enough. neither can i believe is a three zero match, mr ng.


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MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs